immortalized-ish* (2024). Performance. 27 min + 72 hr fast.
After a year of trying to preserve a bouquet of flowers, the bouquet and I go for a walk before we part ways. Flowers cannot be immortalized.
—ish, for I shall remember. I too shall be gone one day, but that’s okay, for someone shall remember our times.
Script:
- Fast for 72 hours. Just water, prepare yourself.
- Untie the strings from the bouquet, untangle the confused questions of yesterday.
- Tie the strings together and attach the bouquet to you, recount how your questions have led to who you are today.
- Take a walk around the offices, thanking those who have imparted their wisdom to you.
- Walk out to the field, let go of all that you have feared.
- Wrap the string back onto the bouquet, this is the summary of your past life.
- Place the bouquet into the pedestal, remember those who don’t have a resting place.
- Pour lighter fluid onto the bouquet, accept your fate for the life ahead in its entirety.
- Light the bouquet on fire, remember that this is ultimately your choice.
- Watch the fire burn, accept the cycle of life.
- Watch the fire burn, you can no longer question whether you should be.
- Watch the fire burn, you will now begin questioning what kind you will be.
As performed April 22, 2024, 8:30pm, on Saadiyat Island, Abu Dhabi, UAE. Images by Ilya Akimov. Footage available upon request.
*Homage to Bahc’s Homage to Paik.
[Past year for the bouquet: link]